…….And I continue to fall short of the glory….. :/
I’ve seemed to have strayed off the path that had “set me free.” The path that “leads to life that only few find.” It’s unexplainable how it feels to know that the months that changed your life for the better, in an instant, would completely vanish and would right now seem as though they never happened. And then when you start to roll with it, with “life,” that point comes and God sends you a wake-up call and asks “have you forgotten?” “What are you doing?….Why choose lust over love?….Why fall for temptation without a fight?….Why have you stopped talking to me?…..Why are you being so selfish?”…All of this, crammed in my head, being reminded that He’s right there, watching my every move, hearing my every word, seeing every thought that comes to my mind. And sure, I can choose to stop all of this in an instant, but in an instant my flesh yearns for that belonging with everyone else, that wannabe feeling of what society today calls “normal.” And it’s nothing new. We all have our battles to face every day, it’s just choosing to put up a fight, something I haven’t been doing. I’ve experienced the true meaning of happiness. I know this for a fact because I can tell anyone right now, what I feel today, is nothing compared to what was felt maybe two months ago. It was Me against the World, and the World won…for now..
I’ve heard people talk about Tumblr all the time……”Blogging” is it? Well, for those who know me, I guess writing has always come easy to me….Of course, that’s not all this thing is used for I guess. I see “Quotations,” “Pictures,” etc. Looks fun. Time to get in the groove of things :)